I believe in magic as an alegorical representative of the invisible powers of the heart and spirit. I believe in the power of stories to reveal the unseen in symbolism and metaphor. And so it is without reservation that I can say that I believe in Santa Claus. But this does not mean that I expect to find anything on an expedition to the north pole. However, there is a kind of magical thinking, which I do not believe in at all. This magical thinking often takes the form of making deals with God (or the devil), supposing that if we do (or promise to do) certain things that we think God wants us to do, then somehow we will get what we desperately want. More generally there are all sorts of magical systems of belief that we can control our destiny by doing things that have no rational connection to the events in our life.
I have begun to wonder about these Christians I have encountered that seem to believe in Christianity as some sort of magic. They interpret Genesis as a magical story in comic book style of a God creating the world by the power of command and then using powers like necromancy to animate a golem of dust called Adam and reanimate a body part and call it Eve. Do they insist that the six days in the story of creation are literal 24 hour days as part of their affirmation in the belief of the power of Christian magic? Is their refusal to accept the rationality of science a consequence of this commitment to believe in the magic of Christianity?
Well what really concerns me is that I am begining to wonder if all this is connected to their understanding of Christianity as a magical formula for salvation. Do they think they are saved by their words of affirmation in a belief in Jesus as if it were a magical spell? Do they understand faith as some magical power given to them by God which gives the magical spell of savation its power? Are things like a contrite heart and repentance just ingredients in this magical formula? The reason I ask is because they seem to be proud of being Christian as if this was one of their accomplishments in life. Is Christianity just a way that they can feel like winner in life and by which they can look down with disdain at all the losers?
This is not my understanding of Christianity at all. I cannot comprehend how there can be any room for self-righteousness in a Christian. We are not saved by any work or merit of our own but only by the work of God because of His undeserved love for us, which is offered to all and which all are free to accept or reject. I have heard this rational by Christians that they are proud of the Christ that is working within them. Can we really buy into this kind of double talk? If Christ is really within them then is self-righteousness the personality of Christ?
"Blessed are the poor in spirit for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who morn for they shall be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth. Blessed are those who thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied. Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called the sons of God. Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are you when men revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil aganst you falsely on my account. Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven..."
With this in mind, I pretend to no riches of spirit; I morn for all who suffer from the evils of this world; I lord it over no one and dictate to no one what they must believe; I pretend to no righteousness of self but beg for God to fill me with His righteousness; I seek mercy for all sinners knowing that I am one of them; I endeavor to be pure and honest of heart; and above all I seek to be a peacemaker, for I would dearly love to be called a child of God. And so it is without fear that I walk down the middle of a rhetorical battlefield pointing out the stupidities of both sides knowing that I will be reviled by both sides, for that is the path of the peacemaker.
It is not the Christian way to condemn people but only the behavior which cannot be accepted because every Christian KNOWS that he is a sinner and ought to be condemned as well. Therefore we do not presume upon the Grace of God to act like we are sitting pretty in His forgiveness and therefore free to condemn others for their sins. To act like you have the power to condemn is to act like you have the power to save yourself. "Do not say say in your heart, 'Who will ascend into heaven?' (that is, to bring Christ down) or 'Who will descend into the abyss?' (that is bring Christ up from the dead)." Rom 10:6-7 Only God has the power to do such things and therefore it is only God who can judge the soul of human beings. We must must make judgements of right and wrong to guide our own choices and actions but people we can only judge according to the law of land and then only to commend their spirit to the care of God.
We are warned, "as you judge so shall you be judged." And so if anything is blaspheming against the Holy Spirit and unforgivable, it is this: to refuse to others the mercy and forgiveness that God has given you. Is this not the meaning of the parable in Matthew 18:23 "Therefore the kingdom of heaven may be compared to a king who wished to settle accounts with his servants. When he began reckoning, one was brought to him who owed him ten thousand talents; and as he could not pay his lord ordered him to be sold with his wife and children and all that he had and payment to be made. So the servant fell on his knees, imploring him, 'Lord, have patience with me, and I will pay you everything.' And out of pity for him the lord of that servant released him and forgave him the debt. But that same servant, as he went out, came upon one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred denarii and seizing him by the throat he said 'Pay what you owe.' So his fellow servant fell down and besought him, 'Have patience with me, and I will pay you.' He refuse and went and put him in prison till he should pay the debt. When the servants saw what had taken place, they were greatly distressed and they went and reported to their lord all that had taken place. Then the lord summoned him and said to him, 'You wicked servant! I forgave you all that debt because you besought me; and should not you have had mercy on your fellow servant, as I had mercy on you?' And in anger his lord delivered him to the jailers, till he should pay all his debt. So also my heavenly Father will do to every one of you, if you do not forgive your brother from your heart."
And so it is that when I see Christianity turned on its head to made into some sort of standard of righteousness by which to judge the world that I begin to wonder if this is a magical delusional Christianity which has nothing to do with God at all.



